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Pray for me plz

I dont understand why. But i just cant stop thinking about da result for snmptn. I cant focus about wad i want. I always thinkin about wad i dont want to be. Huhu..

wad a funny video of Alan Luo

hi, im back. i just finished the SNMPTN. fiuuuhhh.. n hope dat i could get in to da accounting major in University of Indonesia. oh, pray for me plz.

anyway, i found this video.. it's soooo funny.. u should watch it.



or you can click here to watch the video and see the other

arggg...

bagus... ini blog udah makin ancur ajah.. huhu.. i will change the url.. or make the new one soon..! c yaa

sedikit coretan

hua... frekuensi nge-post semakinjarang saja. hahha. mungkin gag terlalu sepi n susa berkomunikasi ma mereka-mereka. hahah.

tadi malem.. mimpi serem banget.. hue...
pertamanya.. mimpi ketemu dia.. ngelus" PIPI.. IHKK..... wad da hell she doin yah.. ngapain dia deteng2 ke mimpi.. hyaaa.. she's gone... matanya mandang mataku terus... anehnya.. dia tetep cantik.. walo ceritanya hantu ato apapun tu.. dia selalu keliatan sempurna. rasanya kita berdua cuma ngomong pake mata... gag ngerti juga gimana ... pokonya begitulah.. ku bilang mau apa cc kesini?? dia bilang pengen ku deket lagi ma si dikdut... kubilang... palalu botakk... ga de.. ku bilang ga akan pernah bisa.

and then...

i forgot the strories...

lalu mimpi kedua.. n ketiga.. ga tau ngapa ni cerita berlangsung terus..
si knud n gata musuhan ma aku*efek terlalu banyak musuhin orang mpe kbawa mimpi*.. mreka gag mau ngomong.. trus ketemu si didud.. en ngomongin banyak hal... mungkin ni efek ngomongin diki ma si yolanda. hahahaa..

eyeh.. serammm.. mpe bangun.. kontek si knud ma si gata.. ga bs2.. hahha..

eniwei... kuw udah dapet surat lg dr si bukinghem

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Dear Miss Jayanti Lee

Application No. 1000146

We have received your online application but notice that we have not yet received your supporting documents.

We do hope that you are still interested in perusing your application to us and hope to hear from you soon.

You may fax or post the information to us. Our fax number is +44 1280 820151, our address is:

Business Admissions
University of Buckingham
Hunter Street
Buckingham MK18 1EG
United Kingdom
We also accept scanned .jpg, .gif and .pdf attachments emailed to businessadmissions@buckingham.ac.uk

Please forward the outstanding items as soon as possible.

If you have any questions do please contact us, we will be happy to answer any questions you may have about studying at Buckingham.

Regards

Lyn Hartin
Business Admissions
University of Buckingham

businessadmissions@buckingham.ac.uk

Buckingham - the UK's top University (National Student Survey, 2006, 2007 & 2008)

Students enjoy themselves at the University of Buckingham.
See what they say at our website
http://www.buckingham.ac.uk/life/social/student.html


hiaaaa... hidup selalu penuh dengan pilihan... tapi susa2...*sigh*

*mungkin* Waktu *memang* Merubah Segalanya

You never alter, you're always you
Everything's breaking, but I don't care
Smash the rest up, burn it down
Put us in the corner 'cause we're into ideas

Take these edges, they're inside out
No one will notice, they're looking elsewhere
We can be honest, we call it off
We've got the choice if it all goes wrong

We walk
We walk
We walk
We wa-alk

You see the changes in things that come
It's how you deal with it when switching off
Make a decision, a precondition
We've got the choice if it all goes wrong

We walk
We walk
We walk
We wa-alk


Where nothing makes you feel good..

We've got the choice if it all goes wrong

We walk
We walk (if it all goes wrong)
We walk
We wa-alk (if it all goes wrong)

We walk
We walk (it makes you feel good, it makes you feel good)
We walk
We wa-alk (when it all goes wrong)

We walk
We walk
We walk
We wa-alk
we walk- The ting tings

beberapa waktu kuw tanya pada dia..
kenapa dia tak bicara??
kenapa dia berubah??
dan dia bilang..
shin.. waktu merubah segalanya..
dan aku pergi.. dia begitu asing.
tapi aku berharap dia ingat dan akan mengenangku.
yang pernah menyukainya-kalau perasaan itu bukan yang disebut cinta-

beberapa hari ini kuw bicara dengan seorang yang berjalan bersamaku selama SMA.
semua berubah..
dulu kami saling mendukung
sekarang kami berargumen.
benarkah itu? benartkah waktu merubah segalanya?
atau kita yang berubah dan menyalahkan waktu?

Did you forget
That I was even alive
Did you forget
Everything we ever had
Did you forget
Did you forget
About me

Did you regret (did you regret)
Ever standing by my side
Did you forget (did you forget)
What we were feeling inside
Now I'm left to forget
About us


But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it

So now I guess
This is where we have to stand
Did you regret
Ever holding my hand
Never again
Please don't forget
Don't forget

We had it all
We were just about to fall
Even more in love
Than we were before
I won't forget
I won't forget
About us

And at last
All the pictures have been burned
And all the past
Is just a lesson that we've learned
I won't forget
Please don't forget us

Somewhere we went wrong
Our love is like a song
But you won't sing along
You've forgotten
About us

Don't forget
Don't Forget-Demi Lovato

Life's Soundtrackz

As girls we are so magical
Soft skin, red lips, so kissable
Hard to resist so touchable
Too good to deny it
Ain't no big deal, it's innocent
katty perry-I kissed a girl

itulah kenapa kita boleh bangga jadi cewe.. hehehe

rouble will find you no matter where you go, oh oh.
No matter if you're fast no matter if you're slow, oh oh.
The eye of the storm or the cry in the mourn, oh oh.
You're fine for a while but you start to loose control.

He's there in the dark,
he's there in my heart,
he waits in the winds
he's gotta play a part.
Trouble is a friend,
yeah trouble is a friend of mine. Oh oh!

Trouble is a friend but trouble is a foe, oh oh.
And no matter what I feed him he always seems to grow, oh oh.
He sees what I see and he knows what I know, oh oh.
So don't forget as you ease on down the road.

He's there in the dark,
he's there in my heart,
he waits in the winds
he's gotta play a part.
Trouble is a friend,
yeah trouble is a friend of mine. Oh oh!

So don't be alarmed if he takes you by the arm.
I won't let him win, but I'm a sucker for his charm.
Trouble is a friend,
yeah trouble is a friend of mine. Oh oh!

Oh how I hate the way he makes me feel.
And how I try to make him leave; I try.
Oh Oh I try!

But he's there in the dark,
he's there in my heart,
he waits in the winds
he's gotta play a part.
Trouble is a friend,
yeah trouble is a friend of mine. Oh oh!

So don't be alarmed if he takes you by the arm.
I won't let him win, but I'm a sucker for his charm.
Trouble is a friend,
yeah trouble is a friend of mine. Oh oh!

lenka-trouble is a friend

en yeajjj... thats right.. bener2 sesa pergii dari masalah.

ah... gaje abis... sekarang neh, kuw ga bs konsen.. selalu bergaje-gaje

anyway.... kuw baru pasang counter buat liad visitor.. hahaa. iseng aja sih

test... test...

wah... ku jd pengen ngepost hal-hal aneh.. kya...
kemaen ni ku ikut kuis di Facebook... hasilnya ini nih

Shintia took the Tes Kepribadian: Sanguinis, Melankolis, Koleris, atau plegmatiskah kamu? quiz and the result is Sanguin
Sanguin (Sanguine) - Darah – Hidup - “Yang Populer”. Orang-orang sanguin cenderung ingin populer, dengan mencari perhatian orang disekitarnya. Mereka senang sekali bicara tanpa bisa dihentikan. Gejolak emosinya bergelombang dan transparan. Pada suatu saat ia berteriak kegirangan tapi setelah itu ia bisa jadi menangis tersedu-sedu. Gayanya yang gaduh, bersuara keras, dan ramah membuatnya tampak percaya diri lebih daripada yang sebenarnya. Kadang-kadang ia terlihat sembrono/kurang sopan. Dan dengan mudah ia dapat menyebarkan perasaannya kepada orang lain melalui perkataannya. Terkadang orang sanguin sedikit agak pelupa, sulit berkonsentrasi, cenderung berpikir 'pendek', dan hidupnya serba tak teratur. Dia adalah orang yang sangat bersemangat dalam hidupnya. Ia selalu tampak ceria, hangat, bersahabat, dan sangat menikmati hidup (enjoy aja!). Seorang sanguin cenderung lebih mendasarkan perasaannya daripada pemikirannya saat ia mengambil keputusan. Ia sangat menyukai 'kesenangan', seorang sanguin jarang sekali membiarkan hatinya bersedih berlama-lama. (by Joseph http://cybersurferzone.blogspot.com)

hyah... bener banget rasanya..

enihoy... UAN SMA udah beres yah adik" ku... selamat.. buat yang ga nyontek sepanjang uan ku doain kamu lulus dengan nilai yang baik, yang buat kaw tak kecewa.. amen...

buat yang nyontek.. semoga dosanya berkurang dan ga sombong. amen juga hahaha.

i'll be back on june!! loph yaa

Confirmation of Application

hyah... beberapa ari lalu ku daptar di University of Buckingham.
and... beberapa hari setelahnya langsung dapet Confirmation of Application

begitu buka...
Confirmation of Application
Sunday, April 12, 2009 10:40 AM
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kyah.... brasa deg"annya... aneh... tapi nyata.. ku udah dapet confirm.. kyahahah..

n sekarang yang ke pikir adalah...

benarkah ini? benarkah ini jalanku??
tapi kuw pengen uni d indooo... huhuhuhu...
ambil ga ambil ga...
tapi ga betah di sini.. hyah.. binun...

n si mama lagi sibuk cari space buat diriin salon, wedding org. ato apalah itu...

hoh, atu lagi.. sapa tau aja yada yang minat ke buckingham juga...
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Key features of the University of Buckingham
Sunday, April 12, 2009 10:40 AM
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Dear Miss Jayanti Lee

Thank you for your interest in the University of Buckingham.

May we take this opportunity to remind you of some of the key features of our University.

We offer you:

* 2-year Bachelor's degrees

As many weeks (about 90) of academic content as a 3-year degree in other universities, but offered through a 'fast-track' system

* one of the very best ratios of teaching staff to students of any UK university

We offer small class sizes with the opportunity for interaction with and extensive support from our highly dedicated and motivated teaching staff

* an ideal location

Buckingham is a small, quiet and safe country town offering an ideal location to concentrate on your studies. However, we are less than one hour from London, 45 minutes from Oxford and 25 minutes from Milton Keynes so all of the big city facilities are close at hand. The international airport at Heathrow is only about one hour away by road

* guaranteed accommodation

We guarantee on campus, single room accommodation to all new students. All of our Halls of Residence are just a short walk from the teaching buildings

* a beautiful campus

We offer a picturesque campus, with lawns and trees and a river flowing through our grounds. We also offer an extensive range of student facilities, including a cafeteria, gym and a Student Union with a range of clubs and societies to meet all interests

* an international student community

We offer an internationally diverse student community with students from more than 80 different countries

* quality and recognition

British Higher Education is recognised worldwide for its high quality. Buckingham is a university distinguished by its independence, but is like all others in that it has a Royal Charter which allows us to operate as a University. We also go through the rigorous assessments of the government's Quality Assurance Agency and received the highest possible review in 2003

* dynamic tradition

Buckingham offers a quality of education, with its small class sizes and attention to the student as an individual, which is more closely associated with the positive traditions of years gone by. However, Buckingham is also a young and modern university which is very aware of the needs of employers who are keen to employ our graduates

* programmes at all levels

We offer a wide range of programmes at all levels from pre-degree EFL Foundation and Access programmes, to Bachelors degrees, Masters degrees and MPhil/PhD research programmes

* wide range of subject areas

We offer a diverse subject range, including Law (LLB and LLM), Business (including MBA), Accounting, Marketing, Service Management, Psychology, Bioinformatics, English Language and Literature, TESOL and TEFL, International Studies, Computing, Business Information Systems, History, Politics...and many others.

For further information, please refer to the Website:

http://www.buckingham.ac.uk

or contact:

The Admissions Office
University of Buckingham
Hunter Street
Buckingham
MK18 1EG
UK

Tel: +44 (0)1280 820313
Fax: +44 (0)1280 822245
Email: admissions@buckingham.ac.uk



We look forward to welcoming you to Buckingham.

Debbie Millns
Marketing Manager


itu tu... email pertamnya.. hahahha

best GIFT ever huh?

wee... kuw baru aja buka inbox email.. n tiba2 ada email dari 1 temen wkt d oz sebulan.. ceritanya mah, kado gitu.. tp telat 1 bulan. wakakaa..


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well, guys.. for xin's bithdae. i wonder if u can help me to fill this email, and forward to people that knw who xin is. plz, fill with ur testimonial 'bout her. and i'll be da 1st.
she's a girl who always laughing all dae long
a friendly girl
full of smileeeee
a girl with shorth hair
full of jokes
a boy in a girl face
a boy in a girl body
so girly
so boyish
rame
rakus
full of fat *wajajaja*
short
crazy
banci
a girl in a boy body *wad?*
stupid
love to jump
love to kill *wajajaj*
charming *waaaw*
look like a cat
sometimes act like a kid
also a boy
and a dog *so loyal*
a loyal friend
melankolis boo
bukan tauuuu... dia itu sensitip.
aneh
cakep sich
plin plan
panikan!
ceroboh abis!!
pelupa!
tukang mulung..
tukang sampah
tukang sate
jadi tukang kwetiaw aja dia, suka kwetiaw kan
bukan, tukang gado2 aja.
kalo gitu 2-2nya aja
a doctor
no... she's a clown
movee freakkkk!
camera freak!
stupid freak! *wajaja*
good dancer
great dancer
bad singer
norak
brisik
bawel
favorit buat jadi pacar lesbi yah
iyah, cakep banget sich.. cute boy gitu yah
berat tapi. hahaha
bisa men basket yaaa.. ckckckc
malu"in kalo jalan bareng dia
earth lover
animal guard.. *bcz, she's an animal! *lol*

edited by sung


yah... begitulah kira"

Cerita Tentang Aku: aku dan diriku yang seorang lagi

ini aku..
aku hidup bersama dengan diriku yang satu lagi.
kami berbeda.
seperti langit dan bumi. jauh.
seringkali kami berselisih tentang hal yang ku anggap kecil, tapi diriku yang satu lagi menganggap itu besar. atau sebaliknya.
kami aneh. kami berbeda dengan yang lain.
menurutku aku dingin. diriku yang satu lagi hangat.
aku tak ingin melihat sekitarku.
sedangkan dia.. selalu berusaha aware dengan apa yang dialami orang lain.
menurutku dia aneh. terlalu peduli.
aku tak percaya orang lain, menurutku begitu banyak pengkhianat di dunia ini.
diriku yang satu lagi selalu berusaha percaya pada orang lain, dan berharap orang lain akan percaya sebesar dia percaya.
aku egois, aku dingin, aku kejam.
dia sebaliknya.
kami bertentangan.
seperti air dan minyak.
aku pendendam.
aku tak peduli dengan kebahagian orang lain.
aku tidak peduli.
karena menurutku, kebahagiaan itu adalah hadiah setelah orang dapat menyelesaikan masalahnya, melewati rintangannya.
menurut diriku yang satu lagi. seseorang dapat memberikan kebahagian orang lain. dan begitulah. seperti lingkaran.. kau menerima kebahagian dari orang lain, dan orang lain menerima darimu.
dia selalu ingin memberikan senyum.
dia pembohong.
dia akan tersenyum saat menangis. dan berkata, 'aku mengantuk'.
dia akan berkata 'aku tak apa-apa' saat ada apa-apa
aku..
aku tidak mengerti mengapa harus begitu?
menurutku..
orang lain harus tahu apa yang terjadi sebenarnya agar tak terlalu menggangu.
aku senang sendirian.
dia benci sendiri.
terus begitu...
kami berbeda..
karena itu kami saling membutuhkan

hari beralalu cepat.. dan waktu tak pernah berhenti sejenak.

ga tw kenapa blakangan mood kuw lg down bis.. ga pny semangat tempur hee...
n semua berlalu dengan cepat..

tak tertangkap mata.
tak tertangkap hati..

semua berlalu begitu saja.

tak terasa...

seperti menonton video.. dipercepat.. hanya kuw yang terdiam menatap..

ada apa ini? kenapa sebenarnya?

lagi.. lagi.. dan lagi..

eh.. udah beberapa ari ini ku kenal orang tak dikenal.. *lho?*

jadi begini..

ini orang, sebut saja dia A. dia terdapar di fren list kuw di YM..
kuw sapa.. dia gag kenal.. lho?? lho? kok bs jd gni? gag mungkin banget..
kuw gag kenal dia.. masa dia gag kenal ku juga?
Ym..
YM....
yahoo messenger itu... gag mungkin ada orang freak yang tiba2 jadi friendlist kita di YM..
gag kaya chatting"an yang pake nick CE*imut ato Ce*tukangngupil..

perjalanan mencari tahu pun dimulai...

hari minggu..
hari senin.. mpe sekarang ari rabu..

yeah...

semua terbongkar.. dia temen si duckie butduk menyebalkan yang menyakitiku...

argggghhhh.... ko bisa yah??
ko bisa??

ini yang kedua kali ku kenal org baru n ujung2nya temen dia lagi.. ato sodaranya... WTF???!!!!

bisa gag si tuh manusia ilang gitu ajah?? affff....


eniwei...
kaw punya kepengenan apa sekarang inih?? kuw pengen bgt travellin ke swiss.. kya~~~

kemaren juga kuw k atma.. ktemu ma knud.. kenud.. kenud..
ngambil kado dari dia.. hahha..

n ku bakal simpen mpe kuw punya anak.. *amin*

just a great bite from a simple life

wah... dari tadi malem rasanya akuw senang. ntah mengapa yah..
bahkan pagi" tadi.. akuw melangkahkan kaki dengan riangnya.


rasanya para bidadari kecil juga bernyanyi dengan riangnya

kyahahahha... dan seketika itu juga...
waktu ku buka FACEBOOK... liad profile dia... tenyata baru aja nerima GJ buat jd temennya.. wad the??maksud si GJ apa yah? ngapaen dia?? arg... rasanya mau mengumpat, menyumpah.. ga seharunya dia add. dia bahkan ga kenal. arggg... mungkin inilah yang akan ku lakukan nanti mlm


hahahh.. tapi ga apa lah.. kuw arus blajar ga pdl ma smw tu.. toh tu cowo mang ga bgs buatkuw.. hauhau.. n temen kya gitu ga bisa ditahan.
eniwei.. aku berharap permohonanku yang baru bakal dikabulin yah.. untuk permohonan tu rasanya stress berat klo dipikirin.. masalhanya akuw cuma btuh keajaiban buat tu permohonan. huhu... makin dipikir... makin takut... pesimis.. gimana yah.. huhuhu..

lama ga update

wah... lama ga update... akuw terkena depresi berat sekarang.
tentang impian dan hidup.. huhu.. rasanya ga tau ngapa gag ada yang berhasil bikin kuw cheerrrrrrrzzzz uppp!! argghh